my 8oz ebm from yesterday's expressing session!
*sorry for the low quality pic!
Do you think it’s enuff for Adam during his daycare?..
Actually time pump yesterday, there were still balance inside which I think if pumped, I still can get another 4-6 oz.But I stopped at 8 oz only..
I never thought that I would face the problem at this stage, when I only left another 6 months to finish my 2 yrs exclusive breastfeeding.
I was stressed last week and even now when I think about it!
But I have to be positive.
2 weeks ago, when I sterilized bottles for next day daycare, I just put some of warm water inside the bottle.(I don’t know why, but I think it should be the mother instinct!)..
Then the next day, after went back from work, my hubby helped me to wash all the bottles. He realized that the water was still there, but he just kept to himself. *tak inform kat wife dia pun,dah tahu kalau inform mesti I stressed!
He tried to investigate..this time he marked at the bottle with artline, so if the bbsitter opened the bottle then we now, that Adam was using the bottle that day.*ala2 Marjina dalam AliBaba Bujang Lapok la plak!
Ni lah botol MaM yg dijadikan barang siasatan tu!
Balik keje that day, after picked Adam I asked my hubby stop kat tepi jalan..tk sabar nk tgk hasilnye..To my surprised, bottle tu masih bertanda, tak terusik!
I feel shivered, goose bump nak pitam pun ade..owh kakak tu tak bagi Adam minum ker?
So what she did with my milk..??buang??
Ya Allah..nak luluh rase jantung ini..
Ok, I still at postive side, so I type a good words to her via sms..Basicly I tny “ Adam tak minum susu ke arini??”
Then she said “ada”, “sb arini saya lupa letak valve dalam MaM botol tu”, me lying!sb nak direct ckp I buat siasatan takut dia lagi takut!
“Owh akak bg dgn sudu n cup, sb dia main2 hisap susu”..
I tak nk pike bnyk, I know ada banyak lagi nursery yg mmg tak entertained ebm baby..
So I find the solutions..
If, kalau dia mmg tak bg b'cos thawing consume her time..then every morning I wake up early to thaw the milk for his b'fast.
If it is really due to Adam tak suka hisap botol, then I provided her with the straw type bottle and Avent Magic cup.
Nuby Straw Type..I used the green color type one..
but Adam punye blue color!
I know, Adam mmg tak suka sgt hisap thru straw or spout. Kalau minum plain water pun, sedut tak bnyk,tp kerap!
No wonder lah when I picked him up from the daycare, baru 100m gerak,dia dah selak2 cr my B!
Sian Adam lapar ek??
So, starting from now on, I malas nak pump bnyk2..I leave it more at my B,so that when I picked up him, he will suck directly from my B..
Ya Allah..mencabar sungguh dugaan yang Engkau berikan ini..Kuatkan lah hati hambu mu ini..Amiin..
*again sorry for the low quality pix