the rambling me..

haaaaaaa..*hela nafas panjang!

Hi everyone. Sorry again for a loooong silence. Last week, I have promised myself to keep on updating my blog regularly, seems like its not happen as what I have planned. To many things happended, since end of June till this week, I'm really a busy bee.*cewah cewah!! And I'm mentally and physically exhausted!

Hari ni, bila dah start konon nak write entry, asyik blogwalking, hampir hilang mood to start writing. Last night, plannye nak copy pictures from activities few weeks back kat my hubby's camera, misi tergendala lagi, sudahnye entry ni would be a pictureless entry. Sorie folks!

As been mentioned from my previous entry, on 23rd June, our beloved father (my FIL) has passed away after diagnosed cancer. Yeap, it really a silent killer. We just had the news that he might have cancer, and in 2 weeks from that time, he has left us. Since most of Harith's sibling as well as my MIL has converted to Islam, we have arranged the funeral to be on the next day. Normally, the funeral would be after the 3rd day. This weekend, genap 30 hari, we have planned to invite relatives and friends for a small makan2 at Banting. This weekend memang fully occupied.

After a few day on cuti ehsan to attended the funeral, following week, Adam was down with bad cough. The day we picked him from nursery, malam tu dia dah tak lena tidur. Yang geram nak share citer kat sini, al-kisahnye my hubby brought Adam to the nearest hospital that night. Since dah ada Ryan, we decided not bring Ryan along to hospital. Ryan still fragile baby, immunization pun tak complete lagik. Bila sampai sana, terus jumpa doc. Menurut hubby doc tu mcm baru kat sane. Yang geram, dia tiba2 kata Adam ada asthma and prescribed to take ubat with inhaler tu. When my hubby call to tell me, naik darah mommy kejap!Yelah, takkan takde test ape2. Takde sangkut paut asthma, tiba2 suruh amik ubat tu plak. My hubby requested the refer letter so that we can meet the paed on the next day, geram lagik bila dia described Adam had regularly attacked with asthma and need to take nebullizer on monthly basis. What the h**l!!

Tak sempat tunggu pagi, after Subuh's prayer's, we have again sent Adam to hospital and forced the nurse to give him neb as we can hear Adam had breathing difficulty. Lega to hear that he's ok, cuma kahak dia bnyk and we still decided to see the paed. Adam was admitted for 2 days 1 night to ensure he will take regularly neb. Compare to his 1st time admission due to bronchopneumonia, this time the paed said it not so serious. But again, banyak dah cerita budak meninggal pasal pneumonia, really make me worried! And the paed, Dr Roliza has confirmed that Adam was free from asthma. Alhamdulillah. Balik rumah, mommy plak down with 38.8 deg C fever. owh!!And it was on our 4th anniversary. Tho we do not had any celebration since everyone was not feeling well, but we really thankful to Adam to gv mommy n papa cuti on our anny, boleh lah duduk bercanda2 kat rumah.hehehe!! ;)

From the above story lah kan, sure u all boleh budget how many days I have been on leave. Masa bercanda kat rumah seronok lah, alih2 bila balik office isi form cuti, grrrr~~~~ garu kepala!!Adooiiii,tinggal berapa hari lagi neh!! Cerita bab cuti nih pun best. U'olls rase, annual leave yg company u'olls bagi tu enough tak??Tolak kira yang dah berkhidmat at the same company for more than 5 years, ok! Me, just 2.5 years working at Pr***n ni, entitled 14 hari je,hookay!! Stakat ni cuti aku apply, 2-3 days je kut yang cuti balik kg, the rest cuti emergency either anak tak sihat (Adam admitted early Jan 2011 plus cuti tak larat time preggy!) plus time kematian that day. Hopefully my boss still consider cuti time Adam admitted tu as cuti ehsan jgak, kalau tak ada 7 hari lagik nak kena smp hujung tahun. Macamane nak amik cuti nak pergi melancong??Kuangkuang!! Macam ni kan, nak kena suggest cuti anak sakit tu as another cuti yang boleh dikeluarkan oleh pihak hospital. Ok tak??

Talking pasal anak sakit and nursery ni plak, another long story yang tak de ending nye. Since Adam was small (talking about cuti tahun 2009 and 2010 ku yg mmg selesai!!), everytime kena fever or flu, at least 2-3 days mmg I quarantine dia from pergi nursery. Kesian lah kan, baby still kecil, and memikirkan takut anak orang lain berjangkit, me and hubby selalu ganti2 cuti jaga Adam. Yang tension bila hantar nursery dah baik, 2,3 hari kena lagik. Mana tak kalau tgk bdak2 kat sana mata merah berair, hidung berair pun hantar. Kesian tgk baby kecik2 tau. Tak paham setengah parents. Not to comment lebih2, I guess they might have reasons why they still have to send their sick kids to nursery. Out of that, sangat bersyukur, Adryan still kuat untuk melawan virus2 yang tengah merebak kat nursery tu. Some people ask, "eh breastfeeding pun, anak sakit jgak?". Susah jugak nak tangkis soalan cepumas macam ni. ;(

Seriously, today I got no mood to work! Less sleep sb malam tadi Adam lately ni bangun malam mengamuk2 tak tentu pasal, pening kami dibuatnye. This week pergi training 2 days, last months pun dah pergi plus next week lagik. Wahh heaven dapat pergi tenang fikiran sambil enjoy eating ;). Balik kerja menimbun plus reports yang masih bertangguh. Owh btw, good news..Alhamdulillah, UM dah hantar surat saying the senate dah confirmed my master degree. So convo nanti bulan Oct. Skrang ni dalam dilema. Nak teruskan je dalam bidang keje kilang ni or 180deg turn to other field. Education maybe. Kalau nak decide, rasenye from now dah start kena decide. kalau just proceed umur dah meningkat, mesti sayang nak tinggal keje and current slary!(*takde lah banyak pun!!;).Ntahlah not yet the time to make decision I guess. Skrang ni kepala tengah serabut nak settle macam2. I tell u, it really macam2. Hopefully everything goes as plan, we can continue to have a tenang mode life after this. Amin.

Antara benda yg serabut dah settle ialah, settle beli baju raya for my 2 boys. Walaupun nampak over, puasa pun belum mula lagik, but I tell u, me and hubby dah sepakat tak nak kuar shopping time puasa. Taking care of 2 lil boys would be a tiring one. Seriously!! Thank you to Mothercare, bagi extra 3 days VIP sale. Selesai tugasku. Frust terlepas GAP sale (so shopp' kena contro) and still waiting PP to have their raya sale. 2 more weekend to go. Rasenye kena control macam over budget dah..sadis!!! Baju raya mommy??ngggeeee *pakailah skirt poplook yang awak borong tak hengat tuh!!

I guess, I have enuff to talk. Sorry gals, I might drag u into a dull and boring entry. Yes, I have 2 entries for my anniversary yang dah basi, need to consider whether to upload or not, and the few entries during celebrate birthday Nuh. A small gathering since Omma coming to visit her cucu's. Lately ni blogging become a lil bit dull to me since my company started to blog my URL. OMG, glamer sgt ke I kat Pr***n ni smp blog I kena block!Sian my close friends tak boleh nak singgah and comment at my entry. huhuhu. Sabar ek Airin and Fairoze. Balik umah baca taw!! Ok,back to work. Esok Friday yeayyy!!!

Take care darls!