My 2 years breastfeeding journey..

2nd birthday of my two kiddos always be the most important birthday to me. As that was the date remarked  my 2 years breastfeeding journey as a success. Alhamdulillah. I can't say its already come to the end yet, as Adam also took few more months to fully wean off too. So last Monday, on 1st April 2013 *again, its not about the April Fool or watsover* but it was truly my independent day. I have done my responsibility to provide Adryan with the most beautiful milk on earth from the precious first hour until now.

If you're one of my instagram friends, you must be aware that 10 days before Ryan's 2nd birthday, he has refused to drink ebm that I brought to his school. Boleh dia kata tak besh! *sedih mommy tau* hahaha But yet, it was a good sign to start him with fresh milk during school time. *currently stage to introduce him with fm* Tapi balik rumah still on mommies b**bies lagik. I'm already 2 weeks away from my beloved freestyle pump. So far, still tak miss pumping lagik, as I really need rest a little while from pumping, bottles and pumping stuffs cleaning and sterilizing. Uhuk! I've been continuously doing that job ever since delivered Adam until when carrying Ryan *just few months rest in between* I really need some free space of that job for time being!*even my hubby too I guess =D* Now, its time to pack all the balance bottles and pumping stuffs into the kitchen cabinet a little while before next production start. Ahaks!

Picture of Ryan practsing drinking from cup at his school. 

Taken from BBIM's facebook =)

As of now, I still don't have exact plan, when and even HOW to wean off Ryan from breastfeeding. Macam susah je, tiap malam sekarang makin kuat bergayut aje. And plus rase sayang plak, since I already not pump the milk during office hour, everyday back from office with full and sometimes engorged breast, how do you think I able to stop bf now. Ryan even enjoying his fresh milk from b**bies everytime back from school too.Sigh. So, wish me luck! I'll try to wean off soon as possible. That was my target and actually the real challenge.

I wish I could write few tips maybe on breastfeeding and handling breast milk. InsyaAllah...soon! As of now, I'm so happy to congratulate myself on the PhD of breastfeeding journey that I just achieved! Syukur Allah!

ps: free to wear any type of bra bra cadabra...bye bye nursing bra.

pss: boleh start nak usha beli maxi dress thepoplook, dulu tak de chance.

pss: dah tak perlu o-som hubby sape nak basuh botol malam2..hahahaha!! =)