Pencil : I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser : That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)
Conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way, they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.
Sedih pulak bila received email pasal pencil and eraser ni. And decided to share with my lovely readers. Bila dah beranak dua and specially handling the active boy Adam Mikael banyak menguji kesabaran mommy and papa. Betullah, bila difikir balik, all the while kita focus kat dia je, lepas tengok mommy duk handle Ryan, maybe timbul rasa jeolous. Alhamdulillah, setakat ni Adam tak pernah berkasar dengan Adryan. Rajin dia tolong sumbat puting kat adik dia. As a growing up toddler, Adam memang sangat active. Kalau pergi shopping complex or pergi makan kat luar, boleh hilang mood nak shopping disebabkan keaktifan Adam yang sangat lah tak boleh di control. Tapi semua tu dugaan yang nak tak nak kena jugak hadapi dengan penuh kesabaran. * Walaupun banyak kali mommy bertukar menjadi hijau, eh papa jugak!. Kekuatan jiwa dan mental harus lah lagi kental untuk menghadapi dugaan dalam membesarkan anak2. Kalau hilang sabar, macam2 boleh jadik. So, kena lebih dekat dengan Allah, semoga Allah memudahkan segala urusan kita. Amin. InsyaAllah, semoga berkat doa mommy dan papa supaya anak2 kami berjaya dimasa hadapan, dunia dan akhirat.
ps: Baru anak 2 dah pening, macamane?? ;) pss : Insaf bila ingatkan susah payah ma and ayah membesarkan kami 4 beradik.
Hi everyone. Sorry again for a loooong silence. Last week, I have promised myself to keep on updating my blog regularly, seems like its not happen as what I have planned. To many things happended, since end of June till this week, I'm really a busy bee.*cewah cewah!! And I'm mentally and physically exhausted!
Hari ni, bila dah start konon nak write entry, asyik blogwalking, hampir hilang mood to start writing. Last night, plannye nak copy pictures from activities few weeks back kat my hubby's camera, misi tergendala lagi, sudahnye entry ni would be a pictureless entry. Sorie folks!
As been mentioned from my previous entry, on 23rd June, our beloved father (my FIL) has passed away after diagnosed cancer. Yeap, it really a silent killer. We just had the news that he might have cancer, and in 2 weeks from that time, he has left us. Since most of Harith's sibling as well as my MIL has converted to Islam, we have arranged the funeral to be on the next day. Normally, the funeral would be after the 3rd day. This weekend, genap 30 hari, we have planned to invite relatives and friends for a small makan2 at Banting. This weekend memang fully occupied.
After a few day on cuti ehsan to attended the funeral, following week, Adam was down with bad cough. The day we picked him from nursery, malam tu dia dah tak lena tidur. Yang geram nak share citer kat sini, al-kisahnye my hubby brought Adam to the nearest hospital that night. Since dah ada Ryan, we decided not bring Ryan along to hospital. Ryan still fragile baby, immunization pun tak complete lagik. Bila sampai sana, terus jumpa doc. Menurut hubby doc tu mcm baru kat sane. Yang geram, dia tiba2 kata Adam ada asthma and prescribed to take ubat with inhaler tu. When my hubby call to tell me, naik darah mommy kejap!Yelah, takkan takde test ape2. Takde sangkut paut asthma, tiba2 suruh amik ubat tu plak. My hubby requested the refer letter so that we can meet the paed on the next day, geram lagik bila dia described Adam had regularly attacked with asthma and need to take nebullizer on monthly basis. What the h**l!!
Tak sempat tunggu pagi, after Subuh's prayer's, we have again sent Adam to hospital and forced the nurse to give him neb as we can hear Adam had breathing difficulty. Lega to hear that he's ok, cuma kahak dia bnyk and we still decided to see the paed. Adam was admitted for 2 days 1 night to ensure he will take regularly neb. Compare to his 1st time admission due to bronchopneumonia, this time the paed said it not so serious. But again, banyak dah cerita budak meninggal pasal pneumonia, really make me worried! And the paed, Dr Roliza has confirmed that Adam was free from asthma. Alhamdulillah. Balik rumah, mommy plak down with 38.8 deg C fever. owh!!And it was on our 4th anniversary. Tho we do not had any celebration since everyone was not feeling well, but we really thankful to Adam to gv mommy n papa cuti on our anny, boleh lah duduk bercanda2 kat rumah.hehehe!! ;)
From the above story lah kan, sure u all boleh budget how many days I have been on leave. Masa bercanda kat rumah seronok lah, alih2 bila balik office isi form cuti, grrrr~~~~ garu kepala!!Adooiiii,tinggal berapa hari lagi neh!! Cerita bab cuti nih pun best. U'olls rase, annual leave yg company u'olls bagi tu enough tak??Tolak kira yang dah berkhidmat at the same company for more than 5 years, ok! Me, just 2.5 years working at Pr***n ni, entitled 14 hari je,hookay!! Stakat ni cuti aku apply, 2-3 days je kut yang cuti balik kg, the rest cuti emergency either anak tak sihat (Adam admitted early Jan 2011 plus cuti tak larat time preggy!) plus time kematian that day. Hopefully my boss still consider cuti time Adam admitted tu as cuti ehsan jgak, kalau tak ada 7 hari lagik nak kena smp hujung tahun. Macamane nak amik cuti nak pergi melancong??Kuangkuang!! Macam ni kan, nak kena suggest cuti anak sakit tu as another cuti yang boleh dikeluarkan oleh pihak hospital. Ok tak??
Talking pasal anak sakit and nursery ni plak, another long story yang tak de ending nye. Since Adam was small (talking about cuti tahun 2009 and 2010 ku yg mmg selesai!!), everytime kena fever or flu, at least 2-3 days mmg I quarantine dia from pergi nursery. Kesian lah kan, baby still kecil, and memikirkan takut anak orang lain berjangkit, me and hubby selalu ganti2 cuti jaga Adam. Yang tension bila hantar nursery dah baik, 2,3 hari kena lagik. Mana tak kalau tgk bdak2 kat sana mata merah berair, hidung berair pun hantar. Kesian tgk baby kecik2 tau. Tak paham setengah parents. Not to comment lebih2, I guess they might have reasons why they still have to send their sick kids to nursery. Out of that, sangat bersyukur, Adryan still kuat untuk melawan virus2 yang tengah merebak kat nursery tu. Some people ask, "eh breastfeeding pun, anak sakit jgak?". Susah jugak nak tangkis soalan cepumas macam ni. ;(
Seriously, today I got no mood to work! Less sleep sb malam tadi Adam lately ni bangun malam mengamuk2 tak tentu pasal, pening kami dibuatnye. This week pergi training 2 days, last months pun dah pergi plus next week lagik. Wahh heaven dapat pergi tenang fikiran sambil enjoy eating ;). Balik kerja menimbun plus reports yang masih bertangguh. Owh btw, good news..Alhamdulillah, UM dah hantar surat saying the senate dah confirmed my master degree. So convo nanti bulan Oct. Skrang ni dalam dilema. Nak teruskan je dalam bidang keje kilang ni or 180deg turn to other field. Education maybe. Kalau nak decide, rasenye from now dah start kena decide. kalau just proceed umur dah meningkat, mesti sayang nak tinggal keje and current slary!(*takde lah banyak pun!!;).Ntahlah not yet the time to make decision I guess. Skrang ni kepala tengah serabut nak settle macam2. I tell u, it really macam2. Hopefully everything goes as plan, we can continue to have a tenang mode life after this. Amin.
Antara benda yg serabut dah settle ialah, settle beli baju raya for my 2 boys. Walaupun nampak over, puasa pun belum mula lagik, but I tell u, me and hubby dah sepakat tak nak kuar shopping time puasa. Taking care of 2 lil boys would be a tiring one. Seriously!! Thank you to Mothercare, bagi extra 3 days VIP sale. Selesai tugasku. Frust terlepas GAP sale (so shopp' kena contro) and still waiting PP to have their raya sale. 2 more weekend to go. Rasenye kena control macam over budget dah..sadis!!! Baju raya mommy??ngggeeee *pakailah skirt poplook yang awak borong tak hengat tuh!!
I guess, I have enuff to talk. Sorry gals, I might drag u into a dull and boring entry. Yes, I have 2 entries for my anniversary yang dah basi, need to consider whether to upload or not, and the few entries during celebrate birthday Nuh. A small gathering since Omma coming to visit her cucu's. Lately ni blogging become a lil bit dull to me since my company started to blog my URL. OMG, glamer sgt ke I kat Pr***n ni smp blog I kena block!Sian my close friends tak boleh nak singgah and comment at my entry. huhuhu. Sabar ek Airin and Fairoze. Balik umah baca taw!! Ok,back to work. Esok Friday yeayyy!!!
Sorry for being silence for many days. Everyone at home are not feeling well. Started with Adam who had bad cough after went back from nursery on Monday. Getting severe and being admitted for 2 days for nebullizer. Kalau nak ikutkan paed Dr Roliza, nak tahan smp 3-4 hari, since mommy plak down with 38.8degC fever, terpaksa mintak balik awal. Continue the neb at home. Lucky the small one, lil Ryan still kuat nak tangkis virus dari kami. Cuma sometimes dengar ada batuk2 sikit, so far Alhamdulillah he had a speedy recovery compare to his bro. After all the dramas, thanks for the hubby yg kena jaga kami anak beranak, penutupnye, mr hubby plak yg jatuh sakit. Lucky, he able to recover fast!
Ikutkan, entry seperti tajuk diatas ni nak di post time 7 July aritu, apakan daya, pesakit kat rumah mana boleh tengok mommynye rapat dengan laptop. Hancus harapan. Teringat last year pernah janji nak post entry pasal anniversary jgak, now I know why kemalasan melanda time tu. Sebab I tengah preggy, hehehehe ;) * memang prang tgh preggy alah betul dengan blog ek!
A lil' bit about my 4th anniversary. Alhamdulillah we have known each other for almost 10 years. Syukur, perkenalan yang bermula time study kat UTM dulu, berkahir dengan sebuah perkahwinan. Amin. Doakan semoga perhubungan ini berkekalan sehinggah ke hujung nyawa, hingga akhirat hendaknya. Knowing him from one of the besties, Lin aka Ayeen. Lin and Harith ni satu faculty, budak mechanical. Since Ayeen n me mmg selalu berkepit mane saje, jgn tak tahu keja gila I time blajo dulu * ye kami sgt suka buat keje gile, bukan nak blajo sungguh2!!, tu yg tersangkut. So, Lin had introduced him to me, not so official. She just mentioned his name as one of his group partner. Masa tu tak amik pot pun. Then, our first time jumpe, secara tak tersengaja kat Coffe Bean, City Square JB. So just duduk minum2, him with his friend Zul and me alone, sb merajuk Lin and few of member buat keje gile tak nak follow!Tension time tu. So, ntah macam mane, boleh terrrr "LIKE" plak, itu yang berterusan sampai lah terdeclare..awww!! Macam gitu lah detik perkenalan kami, banyak lagik cite disebaliknya. Malu lah nak declare semuannye * En Bie, sila jgn buat muka and gelak sorang2 yer!! * Lin, Shima & Mas..really missed our sweet time buat keje gile!!! Rindu UTM la plak...alamak out of story la plak!
Since folder kahwin tu memang jarang2 skali nak bukak, I plan to transfer some of the picture to my lovely blog. Ada masa boring boleh tengok2. So, darlings..enjoy the peektures. There will be Part II and Part III coming on next, mostly gambar sahaja, so sila jangan muntah hijau k! ;)
After 5years 10 months being a couple..
We finally married on 07 07 07 ...
Solemnization on 07 07 07
at Masjid Jamek Kg Paloh, Kuala Terengganu..
Harith and Nadia
The moment when 2 souls become 1..
The hubby and wifey..
InsyaAllah till akhirat..
Lapornye mempelai duorang ni..
and the poyo of me!
The beautiful hantaran..
Invitation cards and gifts for the guests..
Thanks to the mastermind for above hantaran and invitation card..
To all my lovely readers & friends, followers, bloggers and peeps, please help to vote for Adam Mikael. Your vote is muchly appreciated!
* gaya macam ramai je readers nye, takpe..usaha tangga kejayaan!
Hari ni genap betul2 Adryan 3months. Hari Jumaat and 1st of July. How times flies, and my lil boy growing up so fast. Baju2 pun banyak dah tunjuk tanda2 tak muat. Kalau yang tak fit, mesti kena pakai up to 6mos. Alhamdulillah Ryan ni tak banyak kerenah sangat. Time Adam, banyak berjaga tengah malam, Ryan plak after 5am baru dia jaga nak breastfeed. So lena lah mommy dia tidur malam. Cuma bila time nak tidur susah sket, asyik nak ajak orang main2 ngan dia. Boleh nak gelak2 tengah malam..adoiii. Kalau kat nursery, Ryan consumed 18-20 oz daily. Mana tak bulat hasilnye kan??
Ryan 3 mos old milestones, Ryan dah boleh :
Smile responsively - Kalau agah2 dia and senyum mesti dia balas balik. Melting sunggoh! Since 1 mo lagik, Ryan ni suka sangat ajak orang berborak. Kalau layan dia borak, macam2 dia bebel. Ntah apa lah dia complaint. En hubby suka sangat layan dia borak.
Able to hold his head steadily - kalau duduk kan dia kat riba, dia dah boleh hold his head well. Takde lah pusing2 lagik kepala dia.
Tunjuk sign nak roll over. Asyik nak pusing je specially time nak breastfeed.
Recognize suara mommy. Pagi2 kalau dia bangun tidur awal, time I tengah siap2 nak pergi keje, lalu lalang tepi katil tu, I keep calling his name. Mulalah dia ligat pusing kepala cari bunyi suara. Alih2 bila letak my face in front of him, punye terkejut dia. ;)
Recognize suara his big bro. Senyum lebar kalau abang Adam datang dekat dia. Specially kalau Abang Adam datang nyanyi2 kat sebelah dia. Tak sabar nak main ngan Abang Adam ek?
Gelak. Kalau geletek kat leher, dia punye gelak commey sgt. Macam budah besar dah.
Another new skill developed by Ryan is to recognize his hand. Sempat jugak capture few pictures time Ryan tengah main2 ngan tangan dia. Cute betul!
"Eh eh ape ni??Agak2 kalau masuk mulut ni mesti best!"
"Focus!Focus!!..Aim betul2 ni..."
" Aiyarkk...alamak overshoot plak"
After few trials, currently Ryan dah berjaya hisap jari dia dah..
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